urhhhhh

i'm dying.
it really feels like constipation....i mean essays.
"if you were required to “unplug” for one year, describe the influence this would have in your life, your anticipated reaction, reaction of others in your life, and how you might change after your “unplug” experience."
this is the essay i;m writing right now.
reasons i cant do this essay:
1. i cant imagine how my unplugged life would be, literally. i dont know how to describe my reaction and my friends reaction because i just do not know. i dont have a little sense of imagination. that's true.
2. the only "feasible' idea is a very gpish essay, which i'm sure would be veeery boring.
3. i dont have enough time...
4. i start to panic when deadline is approaching
5. i cant think properly when i panic
6. i'm still wasting time here...
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no more excuses.